Wonder Mom

I can always boast and shout out loud that God gave me the best mom ever. She has always been there for us, she loves us unconditionally and without having second thoughts she supply all our needs. She can always distinguish what we feel and she is so sure that she knows us by heart. Her arms are always open when we needed a hug. Her heart understood when we needed a friend. Her gentles eyes were stern when we needed a lesson. Her strength and love has guided us and gave us wings to fly. Not to mention the sacrifices she had in order for us to feel comfortable. She wakes up even before the sun rise, and prepares food for us. She doesn't care how hard her job is, as long as we are her motivation in doing so. I couldn't ask for more to Lord, but to shower my mom with bountiful blessings. I pray that God will fill her with so much love and care. May she be successful, as she has always been, in everything she does. I love her so much and I am so sure I wouldn't trade her for anything in this world.

So this mother's day I say, "I honor my mother".

[I salute all the moms in the world, because with out them, there would be no children]

i feel so proud of my self, I greeted the mother of my significant other. hahah. I'm the best. If i didn't made it I would surely kill my self, because indeed I am so thankful to his mom for bearing a wonderful baby like him

District Youth Camp

Just got home from a five days NORCEMIN DISTRICT youth camp [May 3-7] at Noah's Ark Tablon, Cagayan de Oro City. I really am blessed, renewed and on fire with God :) We almost had one thousand campers from all over the north central district :) I had so much fun. I really am blessed in all aspects. I meet a lot of people and some old friends from the previous camps, it was totally amazing. More over, the speakers are really wonderful, a true man of God. We had Rev. Sur del Rosario, the national director of the A/G Youth, Rev. Elpie Taboclaon, the Section Superintendent, and Rev. Herbert Aris of F Gen. [Free Generation Church]. I soo love the way he preached, with matching drama², and not to mention the looks and outfits. hahaha..

I learned a lot of things, but as what Ptr. H has seriously stressed out, we went there not to learn but to change :) I really am blessed, and now I am once again changed for the better and for glorifying my Father in Heaven. I am just so amazed how God has really called me for full time ministry. The calling was now confirmed, and clearer than ever. True that there is no higher calling nor greater honor than to serve the Lord. I will make sure that God will make use of my life and He will be pleased with me. To God be the glory! The major things that awakened me much, is when how God wants me to be serious with serving Him, how He wants me to prosper and how He had chosen and called me for a full time ministry. I am so glad. And no words can utter how thankful am I to the Lord. Through faith I see my self somewhere in the future, and I am looking much better than I'm looking right now.

But you see, I am not just change emotionally or spiritually, I am also changed physically, ug sadihang gi tubuan nko ug wisdom tooth, and right now it is hurting :( I can't believe I am experiencing the agony of little kids while having some tooth developments. hahah. So cool :))

Offcially Missing you (Lyrics)

May

It's already May, and this is my first blog for this month :) I can't believe time flies too fast! Good thing I now only have five more months to go. I didn't noticed the time. It seems yesterday when I've been through all those hardships. I thank God for making me strong, and for helping me to press on, if not for Him, I wouldn't make it. God is so great! :) But I'm not saying i'm done with those, [haha] actually I am still having these sleepless nights.

It's really agonizing, when you've got nothing else to do but to cry and pray so hard for the things you couldn't change, or for missing a person which isn't there. It hurts even more when you want to do something but you simply can't.

But despite all, I thank Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior for helping me deal with all my unpleasant feelings. To God Be the Glory :)

Big Smile

:)

Last night when I was in bed, I was thinking of a very wonderful song that would best express what I feel right now. I even planned to write the lyrics here, but surprisingly, somebody wrote it already for me. Hahaha. I can't believe that somebody was thinking of that song as well. It now came in to my mind that maybe, just maybe, though we don't have the communication our senses still communicate and that we still have these perceptions talking unconsciously. Hahahaha!. Sounds weird. No, that's not real! But I was just so amazed with the idea of having the same music in our mind. Seriously I was so shocked when I noticed he wrote that song as well. I have no idea. I was planning to surprise him a song number, that very same song he had. Too bad I can't sing a song anymore for him today. hehehe :) I'll just stick to the Barbie song then for now until I think of something better :)

[FYI, nothing changes, && I still smile when I think of you.. I am holding on, waiting patiently]

Crazy Idea

Just got home from the thanks giving/birthday party:) And the food was totally amazing. Hahaha. The celebrant is the son of my mother's colleague & family friend, who just graduated from his bachelor's degree in secondary education major in biology. The son along his legal age, turns out to be soooo single and he is being pressured by the people around him. What's astonishing is that there is this one of the guest, and actually a friend of mom's, who keeps on bubbling to some other guests. Along there busy talks, she even talked to the mother of the celebrant together with my mother and the rest of the gang, and with no idea, they have been pairing me to the celebrant the whole time. They have this idea that I could be the perfect pair for the boy, because they think I'm a good girl, pretty and smart. OMG. that is soo crazy. hahaha. I just smiled and laugh! That's impossible for now. I already have my own thoughts and own feelings, and at this moment, I have a very sure feeling for some one :) I just don't know why this some one, or what I saw on him, but it's him. hahaha. for now. (though he is far, far literally and from reality) I don't know what lies ahead and what's the plan of God. Basta, I'm committing everything into His hands. I don't think much about it though because I'm still too young.

Along the way, I was just wondering, what will I become after four years. Will I ever earn a degree? Will I ever be a licensed psychologist, or CPA? ahaha, I can't believe I'm saying this. I am not so sure for now about what to do for the next semester, all I know is that I want to Honor God, serve Him, and bring glory to His name. And as always, I wanna make my mom happy and proud of me=) love her so much :)

Ang Kalungkutan

ANG KALUNGKUTAN bow!!

Ang kalungkutan ay parang . . . .

Asong walang amo,

Kabayong walang damo,

Dinuguan na walang puto,

Ulo na walang kuto,

Zesto na walang straw,

Parang tinolang walang sabaw,

Babaeng walang dalaw

Bahay na walang ilaw

Magsasakang walang kalabaw

at

Ako pag walang IKAW :)

[hahahaha, nice try]