A classmate!

Have you ever experienced of having something in you that you want to tell to someone, and you simply can't, because you are afraid of her response? I have a close friend. We are from the same college, taking up same major course. She is so dear to me. We hang out together, we even eat meals together, finish each others sentences, share ideas, etc. I spent a lot of time with her, and i have done a lot of crazy stuffs with her. There was once, when she asked a favor from me, more than a month ago, and borrowed a money. The amount was not that big though, but is enough to have a meal in some food courts, or buy a cheap r.t.w. As a friend, I lend her that amount, because at that time, she really needed the money. Then on this very day (4th of Dec.) I am in great need of money, and the amount she borrowed is enough to compensate my need. Honestly, I almost forgot her debt, and I don't even have the intention of asking her to repay me. But while figuring out last night, on how to have an answer to my financial crisis without asking help from my mother, she appeared from my mind. Then, I was now having second thoughts, if I'm gonna ask her to repay, when that was already a month ago. Alas, I come up with a good idea, I decided to send a message to her (last night), through SMS, in that way, I can have my money back without asking her personally about it. The idea worked, thanked God for the technology and everything. Nevertheless I received the half amount today, I hope she will pay back the other half! But whatever happens, I still love her as who she is, whether she will return the other half or not. No amount of money can ruin our friendship!